I Want Sex



I woke up feeling ravenous, my whole Being felt famished, my heart throbbed; i felt a slow, sweet and soft affection-there was a burning passion, my warm  yet cold body  aches for something more. So evocative it was that it enthralled me...something unusual, something is missing….Am hungry for SEX.  Hmm! There and there, I knew a need had arisen, and it demands exigent attention. But how exactly am I going to deal with this?  It’s really unsettling me within, I have imagined, fantasized, and pictured…my imagination gives me a voluptuous feeling and fulfillment. Who will help me fill this great lacuna and leave me satisfied, and of course  leave me  yearning for more?

Life just have a way of bringing to your face your very state of being, leaving you to ponder on the actualization. SEX to me, was initially handled with levity, until the reality of its importance dawned on me and I felt the urge. You know sex is all over, everywhere I turn- on TV, Radio, Social Media, at work, at home, on the street, even in the church…I see the very dire need of mine being met in another person, every young people does it…even the old aren't tired of having SEX, why am I different? In fact, the rate at which it is perpetrated interests me and makes me clamour for it. This body needs to be ravished with SEX now and always.

LOL….i got you there. Was I talking about SEX in terms of mating or intercourse? No! I meant a desire for Success, Expedition and Xenagogue, S.E.X

SUCCESS
Opportunity, no matter how minute it is, presents itself to everyone at every stage of life; whether it becomes a reality is then dependent on each individual, it therefore mean that an opportunity properly and maximally utilized is tantamount to SUCCESS. Thank God for this generation of ours, where people have moved against all odds in this despicable and depressed state of the nation, to a state of ‘doing’ and achievement. There are lots of young people out there doing beautifully well, giving their best shot to life, making impacts, being productive; attaining their aims..succeeding in their chosen field, but then you ask, why am I  still on the same spot? Rather than feeling  despondent, remarkable success stories around you should spur you to challenge yourself, what can I do to be successful?

Success is a mindset, it is a mentality- if you can perceive it, you can see it; and of course with the required effort and action i.e. hard work embedded in transparency and accountability,  you can achieve it. Am certain no one wants to be a failure, nevertheless, success doesn't come easy; it does not just present itself on a platter of gold, it hides itself for you to find and unravel. Therefore, to attain an altitude of success, you can’t afford to be static or live in self-pity; you can’t blame fate or others, you are responsible for either your failure or success. I am famished for success, and I know it doesn’t come easy, but I know that someday soon it will ensue if I zealously take my future in my hands. So let’s make a move, make a change and as Fergie sang …  'Breakaway, launch forth'.

EXPEDITION
How do I journey in life to actualize my purpose and it will translate to an Eldorado for me?  I want to live PURPOSE, yet I also want prosperity and abundance. This, just like success isn’t attainable by human strength, it requires divine aid-God. That’s why our reasonable desire and yearning today and tomorrow should be more of God. Success itself is part of our earthly expedition, and it isn’t peculiar to a facet of life, but ALL; therefore, if you succeed in one phase and let go of God, how do you continue in life? How would you attain success in other sphere? I don’t know how you measure success, but I know it’s not just in excellence, wealth, riches, great innovation or even assets. Success may or may not be abundant; it could just be financial success (prosperity), while you lack success in kingdom matters or health, or perhaps family life. Expedition with God makes one extemporize as against human reasoning.

XENAGOGUE
It is a fact that we are strangers in this world, therefore in our earthly expedition we need a guide that is versed with the terrain. You need information and assistance in that field you are exploring or about to explore. Virtually all areas of life demand a guide- Finance, Career, Business, Relationships and even Religion. How are you handling your finance? Do you even have a saving culture or plan for your spending? Do you know that somebody has towed that career path of yours before and can give you insight? And when the economic state threatens your business, what will you do..don’t you think you need a tutor?  I might strike you like a fanatic, but the truth remains that all of these sphere are embedded in one- the spiritual! Things materialize physically after it’s concluded spiritually; therefore we need a greater guide that will lead us through life tours through human aid at different point in time.

Like I did, I desire you yearn for S.E.X like am doing, and thereafter strive to actualize it. I implore you to crave for a walk with your maker today and eternally, it will help you journey with aim, focus and promptness; there will be orderliness, for somebody greater is ordering your step and making you see end results even from the beginning. It’s a walk of ease- a purposeful walk with the ‘manufacturer’. I desire that you hunger for Success, a godly Expedition; seek a true Xenagogue today and get a worthy life in return.

GOD GIVES REST IN TURBULENCE



Looking around, I see pains, failure, challenges; I feel terribly restless and tired of life. Each day something keeps ministering shame, fear, and terrible things to me. Sometimes I feel like am dying slowly, as if am wasting away and virtues gradually oozing out of me.

I thought of the worst, what happens when my expectations from God are cut short rather than being met as every situation seems to prove that God isn’t hearing? Again, something pushed me to start accepting ‘fate’, saying “you can actually die without impact” and then another thought came -all the efforts you’ve sowed into your being, are you going to allow it waste…don’t you want answers?
And that song came to me: He will not tarry, He will not delay,
                                            He will come back very soon….
Immediately, the same spirit reminded me of God’s mercy in times past, the mercy that saw me through the first, second, third and currently the fourth quarter of the year, God could have killed me but he chose not to; it is enough reason for me to know that am not forgotten.

Am still expectant and now no matter what happens, am certain God will make a way for me, I will rejoice, celebrate and be celebrated in the land of the living as the Lord will make rivers even in deserts for me.

Are you by any chance facing any challenge(s)? Probably you can’t even explain what is going on, no one to confide in, no means of livelihood, do you lack love or perhaps you’ve started believing that your case isn’t ordinary; thinking it has a spiritual undertone? Here is a word of assurance for you today- He hasn’t forgotten you, you are right on His mind and he will make things that concern you beautiful in his own time. But one thing, remain in HIM!..that is exactly what God told me.

The same way Jehoshaphat and Judah citizens did in II Chronicles 20 (I’d like you to read the passage), and you know what they did; they recounted all the previous deeds of God and challenged Him with it (II Chro 20:6-12) and of course He fought their course and gave them the spoils of their enemies (Vs 25) which was in abundance and they went back rejoicing, for the Lord their God made them to rejoice over their enemies, problems and challenges.

And the most beautiful part (30b), the Lord gave them Rest…that restlessness and imperfection will give way for rest and perfection n Christ name. Beloved, you have wept enough, refrain from your tears; don’t give up on God, you will soon rejoice greatly.

LOVE LETTER TO GOD



Hello My Dear Lord,

I woke up this morning and felt your awesomeness in the fresh air, radiant light, blue sky, even in the breathe I take in and in the movement of my body…Your steadfast love over me has never ceased and will never. Lord I am grateful for every new dawn, the Breakthroughs, Upliftments, Blessings, achievements and successes way beyond my imagination, expectation and comprehension.
My love, Your love for me surpasses all odds, despite my unfaithfulness and double dealing with You…I mean the way I run after other lovers (material things, lust and pleasure of/for the world); yet You took me back even after my infidelity, cleansed me, dressed me up and held me close to you, rather than throwing me away.
You surmounted all problems that poses threats or danger to me, and made my life worth living…. Even when am not appreciative of your deeds and I still come with loads of petition rather than thanks, you heeded my cry and again gave me more reasons to smile. Oftentimes, I starve you with my love both in words and deeds, but you are never offended; instead you showed me more love…Thank You Abba Father.
Counting on you makes me feel happy, safe, and protected. Your receptive embrace puts me at rest always. Your wisdom, guidance and guardiance, whenever I stray; run too far or even move ahead of you, leaves me awed at your wonderful deeds and magnificence.
Father, I am certain you woke me up this morning all lovey-dovey, so that I can profess and show my love to you like you have always being doing to me. So….my sweetheart, my very reason for existence and my Darling Lord am using this opportunity to say:

I love You Lord,
I love your smiles that constantly set me free,
Your laughter that wrought miracles for me,
Your Beautiful and Magical eyes that always keep watch over me,
The Sound of Your voice that brings Healing,
Your listening Ears that hears my plea,
Your Enduring Mercy and Compassion,
Your gentle touch and leading that helps me retrace my steps from the wrong path,
Your very breath that made me…….and
Your entire Body (Presence), that not only abide with me and bring me warmth and power, but also makes the devil flee..
Thanks also, for Jesus Christ who match-maked us..lol
I owe you my being.
Finally my Creator, You complete me and make me complete, without You I am nothing; You mean the world to me and surely I cannot trade You for wealth and riches of this world. Thank You Almighty for loving me passionately and wholly.
Love Always
Your Priceless, ‘Bestest’ and Most ‘Prized’ Creation
‘Mobolanle Oyedokun

N.b. In appreciation, I will sing Destiny Child’s “Lord You’ve been so good” and Mary Mary’s “God has smiled on me”.


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